You.

There you are. Now what?
I didn't want to find you, but somehow i always do.
There's your name, It's sitting there.
Warmth fills my heart, though i am still unsure of you.
Did you want to be found? Especially founded by me?
I'm curious if your attitude is like this with every relationship that you have in this world where you result these best of friendships to become non existant in the end.
I wonder if I connect this once more you might accept it for what this beautiful friendship should be, or be the coward you are and reframe yourself from the world again.
I believed this worked many times for us.
I portrayed the best I could be as a caring affectionate friend. Dont you remember?

One click.
It could make things better, It could make things worse.
Should this encouraging thought be lingering in my mind to befriend you, once again.
Being pushed away several times because of your 'state' should be the end of my foolish thoughts.
Should I just take this hint and give up?
 I'm tired of being tired of trying for you.
I want to give up but something has a hold of me.
You.