Preparing.

Next Wednesday is my first personal photoshoot for this year towards my mid year folio.
and i have 2 really great ideas. ( and im sorry aunty Shannon for not contacting you to come in and see me through this photoshoot, but i think i need to get this one right so i can get more confident in the studio. dont take offence! )
 My first Idea.
subject: Sarah (best friend)
Idea: High Key Nude shot.
Point: I wanted it high key because Sarah has VERY red hair and lovely blue eyes with enormous eye lashes. thats all i want the audience to see.
Sarah is also quite self concious but wants to do the nude shoot so high key will take out all the jibby jabbies shes worried about and will only focus on her face.
I also want high key is that i want the audience to imagine her body, it wont be easy to see so they must use their imagination to see it.

ok so picture this. Lady Godiva cross a marilyn manson poster. its hard to picture so i have the photos for you to imgine.
the marilyn manson photo isnt so high key but imagine that it is.

second idea

Subject: Michelle & Susi (work)
Idea: Puppet & puppeteer
Point: i wanted a dark tim burton-ish version of a puppeteer stearing his/her puppet, controling her.
OR a bright, bubbly, fun version where theyre both having fun being silly as most puppet shows are.
ive researched some pictures through google of what has inspired me to do both versions.

1950's

Our first ever photoshoot as a class was themed as 1950's
you know,
film noir.
femme fatale.
 highwasted shorts.
 curles.
fur.
heightened hair.
red lipstick.
when you research it, it's fashion has pretty much done a loop and has become the fashion thats on todays markets.
we mucked around with different lighting which was fun but also stressful.
I felt quite hopeless at one point where the teacher had asked what i wanted to do with lighting and i went blank.i didn't know what i wanted. That was worrying!! but in the end i got some nice shots out of it and i really hope everyone enjoyed themselves.

Gee.

 Ena

 Matt, Callie

 Callie

So here they are.

You.

There you are. Now what?
I didn't want to find you, but somehow i always do.
There's your name, It's sitting there.
Warmth fills my heart, though i am still unsure of you.
Did you want to be found? Especially founded by me?
I'm curious if your attitude is like this with every relationship that you have in this world where you result these best of friendships to become non existant in the end.
I wonder if I connect this once more you might accept it for what this beautiful friendship should be, or be the coward you are and reframe yourself from the world again.
I believed this worked many times for us.
I portrayed the best I could be as a caring affectionate friend. Dont you remember?

One click.
It could make things better, It could make things worse.
Should this encouraging thought be lingering in my mind to befriend you, once again.
Being pushed away several times because of your 'state' should be the end of my foolish thoughts.
Should I just take this hint and give up?
 I'm tired of being tired of trying for you.
I want to give up but something has a hold of me.
You.